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#3cccJournal2TwittBook I see two opposing views regarding my marriage to Cindy. One view is that God brought us together and has 2689

#3cccJournal2TwittBook ..gradually revealed our life work. The other view is that we were two people running from our past, who left 2690

#3cccJournal2TwittBook ..behind our homeland (the U.S.) and all that was familiar, two lonely people who gave into their lust and then 2691

#3cccJournal2TwittBook ..realized too late, after Cindy’s pregnancy, that we were never meant to be more than friends. In this latter 2692

#3cccJournal2TwittBook ..view it is easy to justify our present circumstances, to find scriptures that reinforce sticking together, but 2693

#3cccJournal2TwittBook ..I must admit this seems like a game in which we go through the motions of marriage, for it cannot be denied 2694

#3cccJournal2TwittBook ..that our hearts were given by force of circumstance and not willingly, at least for me. Tied in with this 2695

#3cccJournal2TwittBook ..second view was the certainty that God spoke to me clearly as I walked with Karlene Saunders, revealing our 2696

#3cccJournal2TwittBook ..potential as lifelong mates. And it cannot be denied that God never revealed such an understanding to either 2697

#3cccJournal2TwittBook ..myself or Cindy, regarding the other as lifelong mate. So now I tend to look back whenever our relationship 2698

#3cccJournal2TwittBook ..deteriorates, which it inevitably does more than once a month, and I desire to be free, to make things right 2699

#3cccJournal2TwittBook ..and start over again. But knowing I’m a father brings me back to reality, and keeps me from leaving. Oh, how 2700

#3cccJournal2TwittBook ..true it is that we reap what we have sown! One time, after a particularly bad argument, I left for three days, 2701

#3cccJournal2TwittBook ..seriously considering a separation. Of course, the children brought me back. To my surprise, Cindy had been 2702

#3cccJournal2TwittBook ..reading a book by Tim LaHaye about love. She was a sparkling loving bundle of Joy… for one day. 2703

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