May 9, 1975 (4th post): Joe continues to berate us and says we must be under church authority. He agrees his family and ours were called to establish a Christian community, so I suggested we move in with them for a time, and submit to the authority of his church and him. Joe turns us down. Cindy brings clarity to why so many turn against me; it is because I am so open and honest about my struggles, which makes others realize the weaknesses they prefer to hide.