February 10, 1975 (3rd post): The women are having the hardest time remaining steadfast to God’s revealed will, easily changing direction in harmony with the dictates of their emotional needs. But Henry wavers even more. He confides in the local pastor, who knows almost nothing about the circumstances or our needs, and the pastor sides with Henry. It’s becoming increasingly obvious to me that my days at the Garden of Jesus commune are coming to an end, because the owners of the land will always trump the needs of the group.